I want to feel normal around my girl friends not all gay but how?

i want to know how it is to have a girl friend that i love to be around and not feel like i want a relationship with her ... i want to feel like other girls feel i dont want to be happy with who i am ... how does it work ... do you understand how are 2 girls friends ...idk i want helpI want to feel normal around my girl friends not all gay but how?
Then don't look at them sexualy. I have tons of straight girl friends. I'm fine around them they are completely fine with me.

sweating

girl myspace